Thursday, October 29, 2009

Ups and Downs

I know I previously posted about the post partum depression and somedays it feels like it is all gone and then there are days like today where my heart races and all I want to do is cry from being exhausted. Truth be told, that could just be normal motherhood (is it?)...but I'm always so scared that it means that something more is wrong with me. I am praying, hoping that some friends of ours will be moving near us so that there will be a kind face and someone to talk to during the day while we let our little ones go at it.
Our life is going fairly well, Elliott is sitting and snorting. He has developed a crooked smile that looks so endearing on his face. One of his fat little cheeks gets all crinkled up. Cameron is awesome as always, taking care of all of us as his work life is being switched upside down. Everyday I pray that he will lean on me as much as I lean on him.

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  1. Hey sweetie, I'm sorry there are times like that still. I think it probably is a lot of just being a mom, but then again I might have a skewed idea ;) But you know you can ALWAYS call me if you need someone to help calm you down, or just if you need an adult to talk to. I love you, my dear Lindsey. And I am so glad we've been able to continue to be friends for so long!

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